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I'm a sucker for romantic movies, specifically local romantic movies. I am that baduy and cheesy. My friends and I watched Miss You Like Crazy yesterday. I ran out of tissue, haha! I wasn't blown away, but I liked it because it wasn't far removed from reality. It wasn't disgustingly lovey dovey. I could relate to almost all of the situations, I guess that's why it made it a bit difficult for me to watch the film. I had a different happy ending, though.

I ended up being just friends with my former beau. Admittedly, at first it was really hard to let go. Somehow, three years ago, our paths crossed. We fell for each other, then we had to go our separate ways for certain reasons...then we wound up ending back together, then parting again in not-so-good terms. Took a year before we talked to each other. For an entire year, we were oblivious as to what was going on in each other's lives. That time apart helped us grow and figure things out. Funny how everytime our roads would intertwine, the timing would be off. Really off. As a good friend of mine told me before, the right guy will always come at the right time. So maybe he really isn't the guy for me, and I'm not the woman for him. I've gradually come to terms with that, you know. But, I've come to realize that the things that are in our area of control will more often than not determine how the next events in our lives will turn out.

I'm young, and I have more things to learn. My priorities have shifted from being so simple to being unbelievably complicated to achieve. Someday, I'll meet that guy for me. And hopefully by that time I'm ready. For now, I'm enjoying my independence; I'm enjoying life. I'm learning more about myself and I constantly yearn to improve myself.




...Forgive me, I don't often get this sentimental but I still have a hangover from the movie (haha!).