Murphy's Law

Again, apologies for this downer of an entry but I'm having an unusually bad week (so far...*crossing my fingers for better days*). Ugh. First, apparently it was my oversight that a certain document wasn't picked up sooner. Well, am not even sure if it was totally my fault because the people in the office I was supposed to pick up the document from didn't have any idea about it so I'm guessing it wasn't properly turned over. BUT in the end the blame's put slightly on me. Whatever. Second, my assistant left as I explained in my previous post. Third, that same document I mentioned--basically I should've read the TO part and not just the body of the letter. Apparently the THRU part was missing and I was just told that that part was really really really important. Ghaaaad. I feel so incompetent and like such a screw up now. I'm not even sure if I'm cut out to be here. I'm not weepy, surprisingly. Just really mad at myself.

Now I know these feelings won't last the week, but now I just need to let this out. Without someone to talk to, living alone in the province with the ungodly heat, plus currently PMS-ing, thank God for my blog. If you've been reading this blog long enough, you'd know that this isn't a travel blog, a food blog, a fashion blog, etc. This is just...my blog. Whatever I want to write about, I'll type it up and post it. Okay, now I'm feeling a teensy weensy bit better.

rant

So sorry to burst the fun posts but I just have to rant. My assistant just effing left. Being based here in Isabela, my now ex-admin assistant used to live with me. Ugh. Talked to him last week about his performance, with the objective of making him improve but then again just goes to show what kind of character he has. EFF IIIIIIIIIIT! I am so pissed!!!

Hayayay...tomorrow will be a better day *thinkhappythoughts*

before anything else

Before I post about Bukidnon and Sagada.
Before I write about how happy I am that I was finally able to host a tea party for my birthday.

LET ME JUST SAY...

To you.
You wanna know why I'm upset with you? It's because you're rude. If you didn't want to talk to me, you shouldn't have answered the phone. You should've just let it ring until I hung up. You shouldn't have answered and wasted those 2 minutes. You just said a bunch of stuff that in the end, really didn't make sense.
Then you're suddenly MIA. Or maybe you're just hiding. I actually know you are, which I really don't get. It's not as if we talk anymore.
If you're mad at me, I don't understand why...because it's not as if I did anything to you, and you act like the entire world's against you. That's about it.



AAAAARGH I don't know why I am so affected by this person. Okay, breathe in, breathe out...relax...hay...tomorrow will be a better day.