Thursday, June 24, 2010

one wish

I wish I knew how he really felt so I wouldn't feel like there wasn't any closure to what happened. That's the thing with me, I always need closure--like a defining conversation where things are laid out...I don't need to speculate afterwards what the other person is feeling. Ugh why do I need this?!? Is it really a need, or just something I think I need. Or maybe I already know the answer and I just haven't accepted it yet. This is making my head hurt.


2 comments:

Amy said...

oh no, i hope things get better for you. i don't think it's something you need or don't need, you just want to know so it's out there. i think having closure is a good thing. im sure things will go right for you:) be strong!

kookie kulasa said...

aaww thanks :)