Thursday, July 31, 2008
I hope HARIBON will accept me as an intern/volunteer. While I'm still waiting for replies to the job applications I sent out, I might as well keep myself busy with more important things. If the organization does accept me, I think I'll be doing more of environment policy research--which is great!
Anyway..I found this interesting site while browsing through the youngglobalpinoys blog. WE ARE WHAT WE DO http://www.wearewhatwedo.org/
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I need to...
- Be more responsible with my expenses. I don't want to write down the details of my bills for the past month. All I can say is...I need to stop spending. I seriously need to stop OVERspending. I've been spending so much (cash, plus swiping the card), and I haven't been checking regularly how much I've been spending. I got a call from my mom this evening. I was barely recovering from my cryfest when she called. I cried some more during and after we talked. I made my mom cry because of my expenses. Yes, it's that bad. I know this is my fault.
- Grow up.
- Be more aware that my so-called reality isn't so real after all. I hate sounding like a spoiled, whiny brat. A while ago, I sounded exactly like that. Crying over...ergs.
- Get a job. Seriously. Connected with everything else I've written...I NEED TO BE RESPONSIBLE NA!!! God, Nicole...You're an adult. GROW UP.
- Grow up.
- Be more aware that my so-called reality isn't so real after all. I hate sounding like a spoiled, whiny brat. A while ago, I sounded exactly like that. Crying over...ergs.
- Get a job. Seriously. Connected with everything else I've written...I NEED TO BE RESPONSIBLE NA!!! God, Nicole...You're an adult. GROW UP.
Monday, July 21, 2008
:s
As much as I want to stop worrying, it's hard not to. Nadagdagan pa kasi. Hay Lord..please naman :(
Sunday, July 20, 2008
win-win
Oo nga naman..In a way, win-win situation..Still, it doesn't change the fact that I'm nervous. I can't even sleep now. Itutulog ko na nga lang dapat ito...but no. I really can't sleep because of this.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
...
I intentionally didn't sleep this afternoon so it'd be easier for me to sleep tonight. But no. It's 2 a.m, and I'm still wide awake. I was so sleepy this afternoon, but I really tried not to fall asleep. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's because I'm stressed again...stressed because I'm not doing anything. Yeah.
I. NEED. A. JOB.
Please.
I. NEED. A. JOB.
Please.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
before I drift off to la la land
Yesterday was quite interesting. I woke up early to start making the icing for my cupcake orders, but I got sidetracked for a while because my brother and I had a huge fight--to the point that for a moment I thought he could possibly hit me out of anger. Scary. Anyway...I held my ground and had to be the ate. It was just really..tense.
After lunch, I went to my friend Annick's house to drop off the cupcakes. It was quite fun to talk to her. Wait, lemme see...Hmm..The last time I saw Annick was last September. Wow..It's been that long na pala since I last saw her. Anyway, I hope we get to go out soon.
After Annick's, I was supposed to go to Tagaytay but I took the wrong flyover..Hahaha! So I ended up at MoA. I stayed there for a few hours, just reading a book. I dunno..After the fight I had with my brother, I was way off my center and I just wanted to be alone for the rest of the day...or so I thought. On my way home, my friend Val asked if I wanted to hang out. Since I was already feeling a bit lonely (weird..hahaha!), I decided that it'd be a good idea to meet up with her. When I got home, I ate dinner and freshened up a bit before I went to Starbucks West Ave. I took a jeep going there..Himala! Hahaha! Val and I were at Starbucks from around 10 p.m until 3 this morning. We spent the entire time just catching up, since the last time we saw each other was June last year pa.
Okay...now I really want to sleep.
After lunch, I went to my friend Annick's house to drop off the cupcakes. It was quite fun to talk to her. Wait, lemme see...Hmm..The last time I saw Annick was last September. Wow..It's been that long na pala since I last saw her. Anyway, I hope we get to go out soon.
After Annick's, I was supposed to go to Tagaytay but I took the wrong flyover..Hahaha! So I ended up at MoA. I stayed there for a few hours, just reading a book. I dunno..After the fight I had with my brother, I was way off my center and I just wanted to be alone for the rest of the day...or so I thought. On my way home, my friend Val asked if I wanted to hang out. Since I was already feeling a bit lonely (weird..hahaha!), I decided that it'd be a good idea to meet up with her. When I got home, I ate dinner and freshened up a bit before I went to Starbucks West Ave. I took a jeep going there..Himala! Hahaha! Val and I were at Starbucks from around 10 p.m until 3 this morning. We spent the entire time just catching up, since the last time we saw each other was June last year pa.
Okay...now I really want to sleep.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
...
I was able to accomplish quite a bit yesterday. I paid the phone bill, went grocery shopping, and baked cupcake orders :) I finished baking early, actually. I started around 8:30 p.m, then rested at 11 p.m, then I resumed at 12:30 a.m..I was done by 2 a.m :) I'll sleep in a bit so I can wake up early to start working on the different icings--whattabout 5 flavors..plus the cherry filling for the Cherry Vanilla cupcakes.
I'm off the la la land... :)
I'm off the la la land... :)
Thursday, July 10, 2008
la la la la la
Bring me to la la land. PLEASE. I can't sleep again.
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I didn't go to Quiapo two days ago. Why? Because I was recovering from a major disappointment--and I was in no condition to go on an adventure..with the 99% chance of me getting lost. What did I do? I spent practically the whole morning until early afternoon baking cupcakes and cookies. Then I did a bit of sulking/soul-searching at Promenade. Not really. Hahaha! I didn't want to stay home because lola was in quite a foul mood, so I left. I brought two books, two boxes of freshly baked cookies and cupcakes, my planner, and myself (corny..hahaha) to Starbucks Promenade. One glass of Basic Black Iced Tea and Twilight, a trip to the hospital (Sam Sam!! :p), Laing for dinner, sharp chest pains, and of course Teodoro distracted me for a few hours. Thank God. I really shouldn't be sulking over that. Yeah, major disapointment..but life goes on, right?
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My Vietnam trip was moved from August to October or November, since I won't be leaving this September anymore.
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I need a job.
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I didn't go to Quiapo two days ago. Why? Because I was recovering from a major disappointment--and I was in no condition to go on an adventure..with the 99% chance of me getting lost. What did I do? I spent practically the whole morning until early afternoon baking cupcakes and cookies. Then I did a bit of sulking/soul-searching at Promenade. Not really. Hahaha! I didn't want to stay home because lola was in quite a foul mood, so I left. I brought two books, two boxes of freshly baked cookies and cupcakes, my planner, and myself (corny..hahaha) to Starbucks Promenade. One glass of Basic Black Iced Tea and Twilight, a trip to the hospital (Sam Sam!! :p), Laing for dinner, sharp chest pains, and of course Teodoro distracted me for a few hours. Thank God. I really shouldn't be sulking over that. Yeah, major disapointment..but life goes on, right?
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My Vietnam trip was moved from August to October or November, since I won't be leaving this September anymore.
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I need a job.
Monday, July 7, 2008
quiapo
I'm going to Quiapo tomorrow. Alone. Without a car. Alone. With just a small bag and umbrella. Alone. Goodluck to me. Yes.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
sometimes, I just want to be a kid again
Yup. It's easier to be a kid. Maybe I'm feeling this way now because I spent the afternoon at Toy Kingdom. Hahaha! Seriously, I went crazy with the hoola hoops. Yes...I know, I know. I've embarassed myself in public once again. But who cares? Hahahaha! I was hyper after eating not-so-good sisig for lunch, and I got really excited seeing all the toys. Plus in the Disney area, the movie that was being shown was I-forgot-the-title-but-it's-about-Mickey-Goofy-and-Donald-saving-the-magic-harp-Jack-n'-the-beanstalk. I like hyphens. I was so aliw with the hoola hoops I bought two. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
cupcakes cupcakes cupcakes
What time is it? Okay..On my watch it's 4:03 a.m. I can't sleep yet because I'm not done baking. Weaw...I was doing pretty okay, not considering the minor panic attacks a few hours ago, until I realized a few minutes ago that I forgot to top the apple cupcake batter with APPLES before I put it in the oven..so...I dunno if I'm going to bake another batch, or just try na diskartehan yung batch that I'm done baking. Being the OC person that I am, I'll bake another batch.
Okay..back to the kitchen.
Okay..back to the kitchen.
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